I guess I didn’t write to you for the whole December cause my mind is finally stable. That’s because I slow down my pace. I take things one step at a time. Right now you’re no longer a shadow creeping behind me. You’re just a nickname for a game. Lots of bullshit happened in a day. But, I’m okay even though I can’t sleep tonight. Thinking to redesign our home occupies my mind. Perhaps I’m nervous too.
Mama is getting weaker. I don’t know how to feel anymore. I laughed a lot in front of her but the truth is I’m crying in my heart. Before I started crying, it is better if I stop writing to you.
By the way, watching gadis kosmos invoked the writer in me.
jentayu biru 